dear bloggy..

life recently has really been busy for me. i feel so tired..it's like i have no time to rest and all. it's homework, band, tests. nothing else. tomorrow's the last band performance i'm going to take part in..well, mixed feelings right now. i don't know..perhaps it's really time to step down and to concentrate on studies..

just now i was talking to them about jc admission..i got all confused again. where should i aim? aimless..sometimes i just don't dare to dream too far..for fear that the dream may not come true at all. well..she told me "don't be afraid of those 6-pointers.." what should i say? indeed i'm afraid of these people. i have never ever dreamt of getting 6 points. seems impossible. yea, i don't dare to dream.

another her said, "it's better not to dream too far, we may not live till that day when the dream comes true. "

-*kairu

kai.smiled* at 7/25/2003 09:39:00 p.m.