dear diary..it's been a long time since i updated~ hmm..went for camp after camp. finally(!!), the last camp has ended..befriender camp, pre-u seminar camp, yltc. woOhoo=)

yepx~ jux came back from the youth leadership training camp yesterdae n realli haf alotta feelings abt it~ since there's a word-limit, i shall jux talk abt yltc first~ haha=)

day 1

hmm..reached there quite earli at abt 6.40am wif sixun chewy junxian n nisah.. cant recall wad exactly happened except for doing lotsa push-ups n sit-ups n jumping jacks n wadeva, cos there were late-comers + it's part of pt. well..wadever~ hahax. we had sea expedition on dae 1!! haha cool!~

sea x was extremely extremely tiring n realli pushes us (or at least me) to our limits, both mentally n physically. i realised dragonboating ish realli tough lor. it's BOTH teamwork n individual work sia~ i felt so tired, frustrated and everything tt during one of the races i actualli cried while dragonboating. haha~ boat 1 rocks~ heex.. i think it's the first time i drank so much sea water lor. hahas.. n so much water went into everyone's eyes! n yet we had to carry on. i bet this was on everyone's mind: "everyone else is hanging in there, continuing to row, wad makes me so special tt i can stop?" yes indeed this thot made me go on so much longer. haha n so mani ppl were sunburnt after tt. like charcoal now. hehs~

had more of punishment cos of forgotten reasons.. hmm~ finally we could go to slp! hahas~ n guess wad..we had fire drill at 1am+++ -_-"

day 2

woke up to more pt n realli pespired like hell. can see droplets of sweat drip n fall to the ground la! madness. hehe.. had land expedition after tt..

i think the sea x ppl on dae 2 sure feel veri shagged cos they've alreadi used up their energy on dae1. so bless them~ heex.. basically i think high elements realli veri challenging. both mentally n physicalli lah.. i didnt noe i was afraid of heights till i tried the 3 dangling logs. oh mann.. so scary sia. haha but i'm glad i trusted my belayer as well as kenny! oh mann kenny ish damn encouraging lor. thnk him loads!

tried some of the high elements stuff n got to try challenge pole which i didnt get to try during sec3 camp. hmm.. i didnt feel realli scared actualli. cos i was singing to myself all the way. haha~ was abit scared n didn dare to jump off.. but thnx to all the encouragement frm everyone down there, i managed to jump off at kenny's count of three. hahas. cool experience!~ rock wall was great but damn strenuous too. i realised we realli needed alotta determination n perseverance to climb all the way to the top. heez~ realli felt like gifing up but thnx to kenny's encouragement, i didnt. haha so glad i endured. thnx kenny=) n free abseiling rocks mann!!~

initiative games were okie..n urban topo was kinda lame i think. realised taking geog in sec sch has advantages too..=S lols~

so far hasnt mentioned my group! haha well, basically group 6 aka kampong kapor rocks lor!!~ i realli enjoy spending time wif each n everyone in the grp. so lame n full of funni jokes. haha new games everydae!!~ so cool.. oh mann we rock! =) it's realli nice to see everyone so enthu n lame.. n this grp is never short of scandals tt aint true! lols. cant stand it mann. but kinda fun lar..;p

we had fun nite (at nite of cos) n all the grps presented their skits to everyone.. like some items better den the others lar.. i thot kapor did quite well.. hehe thou we didnt win any award, i'm still quite satisfied n happie lar~ =)))

ms chue gaf us chocolates during debriefing! oh mann she rocks!!~ =) haha she told us we'll sureli burn all the fats off the next dae.. so we told her wad we expected the following dae: fire drill at abt 3am, run to sentosa in the morning. n guess wad.. we got onli half correct...

day 3

we woke up to another siren at abt 1-2am!! n to my horror, we were gonna go to sentosa at tt time!!! it's like omg la! everyone was still in his sleeping mode at tt time lor! wad the hell. haha.. okie n grp2 was alreadi missing at sentosa le. haha.. okie.. so off we went.. the night expedition was quite okie.. pradeep was our guide n i thot he was realli encouraging as well! =) we walked in pairs n i was walkin wif junxian. wondered if he felt scared at all but i thot he did. haha.. n i bet chewy n jianhui more or less felt frightened too cos they were leading the way.. though we onli completed 3 stations, i think we still did our best lah so no regrets~ =) n i realised it realli felt horrible to not to be able to speak. realised how it feels like when ur views cant be heard.. heex~ n some of them saw stuff tt shldnt be seen la. oh well..god bless~

some of the seniors n frenx came to help out too n i was actualli quite surprised to see them! hahs~ we went back to the camp site n thnk god we returned by bus. hehe~~ the teachers handed us our cert of participation n i realli felt like dropping dead. so glad everyone survived..=D

reps of the individual grps came out to talk abt their feelings n thots abt the camp. was on the verge of crying when some of them spoke. yah..this camp has become part of my memory.. it will not happen again.

kapor tried out the balancing game n i thot the spirit was real good. took grp pics wif ms chue n den we went for grp lunch at harbourfront pastamania. haha felt happie to jux sit there wif them..=) went home after tt n fell aslp soon after..



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yltc officially ended. fun. tedious. memories. personalli i feel i've become a stronger person. hope everyone has learnt something frm this camp. let everything become memories yah? =)

woke up at 8+am todae after slping frm 3+pm yesterdae. madness~ heex~ hmm..wanna sae happie bdae to ferleen n my mummy too! heex~ =)))

ahh i feel i must talk abt pre u sem. haha forget it. jux rmb it's damn fun can le. =)

kai [19:57]

kai.smiled* at 6/17/2004 08:08:00 p.m.